A Choice made is a Life Changed

 
For his heart, he gave away to another
and how could I compare?
I ask you how could I possibly?

 
With her and her passion
that burnt so bright,
so brightly that it became the sun
that filled his dark and lonely sky.

 
Her and her strength and beauty
that shadowed my own so well.
How can I compare
to her who has so beguiled him,
ruined him for all others.

 
No…no there is no way,
no way that he and I could ever be.

 
Unless…

 
Unless…if I could become her? Or purchase one with her
then he would have no choice, he would have to love me too.
If I were her and if she were me
He would have to love me…wouldn’t he?

 
If I take this step there will be no turning back
no longer will my body, my mind be my own…but if it means that I can have him.
If it means that he will want me,
that he will love me then there is no choice, is there?

 
All that I have ever wanted, all that I have desired and longed for
for so very long will at last be within my grasp.

 
Yes, yes I can see so clearly now what I must do;
I will find the ones who walk in shadows
they will know what to do.

 
They will make it so
and at last his pain will be forgotten
 and he will open his heart once more and that is where I will be.