Cenric-Reve app (Temp Retired)

Herd Affiliation: Serora
Rank: Gatherer
Bloodline: 100% Serora as far as he knowns
Patron God: Alya
Personal Beliefs: He believes that Alya is with them; watching over all her children still and if needed she will send guidance to those willing to open their hearts to her. All in all though he is pretty laid back about religion, believing that it is something personal and should not be forced or pressed upon another.

Personality:

Perceptive/Focused – Patience – Dependable/Reliable – Amicable – Resilient

Jaded– Private/Lonely – Uncertain– Emotionally Unpredictable 

Perceptive/Focused: Since he was a little colt Cen has been more in tuned to his surroundings then most of his kin and closer peers; partly due no doubt to the environment he grew up in. He’s has been teaching himself to read the body language since a young age, having mastered the art of reading him family and those closest to him he has been branching out to see if he can apply this talent/skill to others.

Patience: Cen has learnt that patience is the key to most things in life; be it farming or dealing, gathering or dealing with others patience really is a virtue.  
 
Dependable/Reliable: Always willing to step up to the plate if and when needed; he will do his best to help in anyway. He is also a stallion of his word; if he says he will do something then you can bet your last dollar he will see it through. But if it turns out that he himself cannot do whatever it is then he will help you find someone who can.

Amicable: Socially butterfly he certainly isn’t but Cen tries his best to be polite and friendly to those around him as he believes that you “get back what you put out” so to speak; i.e. karma is a thing so don’t be spreading bad juju.

Resilient: Cen knows that in the harsh and often inhospitable environment that makes up the majority of Sedo it takes a no small amount of gumption to survive. Luckily enough he has plenty of mettle in his heart – which is quite helpful when out gathering as one might image.

Jaded: He has tried so hard not to become like this; he knows that it isn’t his family’s fault and he really does love them to death but still. He can’t help but feel almost resentful towards his folks as they never gave him a chance to have a childhood. He was forced to grow up before he was ready and it seems unfair to have out so much weight on the shoulders of a child. Yes, he understands that for the family and for the herd to survive all must band together but that doesn’t mean that the young must give up their youth to bear the responsibilities of an adult. Children should be allowed to be children, to play and laugh and make mistakes without the guilt of letting the whole family down.

Private/Lonely: He is reserved but not unfriendly; Cen just doesn’t know how to open up to other properly. He tends to keep his distance emotionally as such he has very few true friends and confidantes. This isn’t a trait he is proud or happy with but he doesn’t know how to break down the protective walls that he has built around himself; he hopes that one day he’ll meet someone who can teach him. Until then he is just going to have to be a lonely little duckling.  
 
Uncertain: Since foal-hood his father has compelled him to present a happy façade to the outside world lest anyone find out how unstable things truly are within Maya Kuparr bounds. While his siblings have seemed to settle into the whole masquerade with an easy that frankly unnerves Cen at times he has not been able to follow suit. All he can think about is “What would people think if they knew the real me?” would they like him still or would they turn away from him? Would he lose the few friends he has? Or would they embrace him, flaws and all? This is something that plays on his mind a lot and is a main contributor to his reserved nature.   

Emotionally Unpredictable: (this isn’t the right way of wording it but I couldn’t think of a better way. Open to suggestions)
Because he is always trying to put on a positive front and being overly cautions of upsetting his family or others Cen has developed the bad habit of ignoring or forcing any negative emotions to the back of his mind to deal with later. But as he normally never gets around to actually facing these feelings and thoughts they have all amassed over time. They sit heavy within his chest; a roiling mess of angry words never said and dark thoughts never acknowledged. He can feel it churning inside of him and it scares him because when it gets too much; the dark thing refusing to stay hidden, all of those destructive feelings and thoughts come tearing out of his mouth. During such an outburst those he is never psychically violent, his words more than make up for no actual psychical blows; Alya help the poor sod on the receiving end. After he has calmed down (forcing all those feelings back inside, silly boy) he will be racked with guilt over what he has said and or the way he acted and after apologising profoundly to whoever coped the brunt of his outburst he will normally self-exile himself. The period of time of said self-exile can last from a couple of hours to a day or two; he always tries to come back with something special to compensate for his behaviour.  

Relatives/Relationships:

Father: Aberforth “Abe”; *Alive* NPC
Mother: June; *Alive* NPC
Siblings: Aberoth “Abe Jr. or AJ”; older brother *Alive* NPC --- Maybelle “May”; older sister *Alive* NPC ---
Other: Petunia; Sister-in-law married to Abe Jr. *Alive* currently carrying their second child which will be a boy, both are NPCs
Sage; niece, daughter of Abe Jr. and Petunia *Alive* NPC, 11 years old 
(Also some other family including an uncle and aunt plus their kids that co-own Maya Kuparr with Cen’s family, they will be paternal relations)

Sexual Orientation: Straight as far as he’s aware
Mate/Significant other: None yet but hopefully one day
Offspring: N/A

Also it should be noted that mental illness is mentioned (schizophrenia/paranoia) and while I have done research on the subject (as this is WIP I still need to smooth some things over) there are things that I am still likely to get wrong. If any are offended by my depiction of the disease/s please note me so that we can talk and I can make the appropriate adjustments. Please do not get abusive or be rude about it, I too suffer from mental illness though not the above stated and have met/befriended people with the above illness and I would never, ever purposely do anything to upset or bring offense. Also on a side note please remember that mental illness is not a Black and White type thing, it varies from person to person.

Cenric-Reve (c) Daydream-Beilever66 
Artwork (C) the lovely corruptedcorvid <3 <3
Ref Sheet (C) queerly